Damn the years have flown by. Looking at some of these pics I took brings back memories, lots of them. I'm still shooting. New camera, actually, I think I've had two new cameras since most of these were uploaded. Shooting with a D200 now.

Anyways, just like the last journal update, gonna try and up more pictures and see what happens. Been unemployed for a couple of months now and been shooting more and more. We'll see how this goes...

Im here, for today, haha. I haven't posted on here in ages. Been busy with work and just kinda lose touch if you dont keep using something. Im gonan try and post once a week and see what happens. I'll try and check everyones work out soon!

The winter blues have got the best of me or maybe it's something else. I feel like I'm on a very uncreative streak, even though I've taken some nice shots as of late. Regardless of the shots I've been taking, the future has been on my mind far too much. Im 22 years old without a single idea of where I'll be in five years. There are places I'd love to be, but they don't seem very likely. I guess I need to find a source of inspiration and motivation to get out of this rut I'm in.

It's a new year and I'm really hoping that I can turn things around and find a new leaf to turn over. I have a feeling I still need to go through some rough times before I can see a new light.

If anyone lefts comments on any of my photos or you added it to your favorite list. I appreciate it and I want to thank you so much. It really means a lot to me. I'm sorry I couldn't reply to all of them, but I've gotten so far behind with nearly 100 comments.. I just need to start fresh and see if I can keep up with them. I feel wrong if I don't reply to every last comment someone leaves. But I know many people only reply if there is something to reply with besides thank you. I'm still wondering how I might go about it, but I look forward to all the photography I've been missing out on.

Christmas is almost here, wow. Time has just flown by. I always laughed when my parents said time flies when you get older. Now that Im quickly becoming an adult, the time is gone. As these days have been flying by I've noticed that my motivation to be someone is being left behind. I need to find something to live for and something to die for, something to make me get up at 5am every morning to make money doing something I love or even get paid zero, but to know that I'm happy with where my life is heading, because right now I don't like what's going on and in the next few months Im going to get things back in order. The tides are changing and I need to ride the surf. I need to find out who I am and where I'm heading.

Thank you to everyone who has left a comment, looked at one of my pictures and added me as a friend. If any single picture of mine made someone smile, cry, bring up a memory or even pissed off. Well, I feel I did my "job" and that's the only thing I'll ever ask for as a person who shoots the beautiful and sad we see in front of us....

So I can say I am truly amazed by DeviantArt and Im still trying to take it all in and understand everything. Im so horrible at replying to comments people have left. Am I supposed to reply to everyone? I feel like a jerk if I dont, but I also feel like a jerk just saying thank you ten times. Whenever I leave a comment for someone(on DA, LJ, anywhere) I always try to make an interesting comment so they'll want to leave a comment. I love getting replies because it makes me feel like the artist or whoever really appreciates people who enjoy thier work.

So I guess this is where I stop typing and go reply to the 32C I need to get on top of.

Thank you for looking at my pictures and saying something, I appreciate it and if you've replied and I haven't, Im a jerk and you'll see it eventually!